You live and learn.

You live and learn.

Haven't been here for a while, besides the fact my birthday is coming (Sept.29) I'm gonna be 21 ALREADY?! Boy times flies so fast, i still don't know what i'm gonna do. Probably nothing but dinner(s) and drinking because people are planning to see me dead drunk lol. I finally got to see my favorite cousins after 2 years yesterday. Which made me really made my day besides the fact someone isn't talking to me. Oh well, just give it time and he'll come around.

The past days i've been feeling bummed and all but i'm doing alright now. I'm going to be random about alot of things in the entry. Mind me at times i'm odd but hey its my blog i can say whatever i want! lol. I want to dye my hair brown, but i really can't tell what my haircolor is right now. I drank too much raspberry ice tea and it made me pee every 5-10 mins.

My cousins kinda drive me crazy but i still love them to death. Also my aunt and uncle are trying to make me drink, but i don't feel like drinking at times. I guess because i'm waiting till my birthday. They let me drink whenever i want to, which is cool. I want to visit an old friend in fairfield i kinda miss talking to him. I want the new ipod nano for my birthday. Oh and i want to chill with my good friend greg, (hi greg!)

Most of all hopefully i'll can manage to get myself back together and on track.