I don't know what to do anymore tired of hearing the same stuff. Nothing seems to go right, I just want whats best for me. I have to suffer and make decisions. Along the way when i ask for help i get nothing but shot down at.
All i ever hear is the negatives no positives. Nothing doesn't motivate me, expect one thing i guess. I don't depend on anyone but myself, in the long run I always managed to stand on my own.
I don't have parents i can run/talk to about my problems. I've learned things the hard way, I worked hard for what i want. I never got stuff handed to me easily. I'm glad i didn't, because i learned hard work pays off. I've always done things on my own so, might as well continue and do me.
Also, had a hard time sleeping last night can you say 4:30am? is that normal? lol.
I woke up around 1:30pm still fucking tired, i seriously need sleep.